Insensitivity 2

It happened again. Daddy told me the way I tell people things is as if I’m always right… And that I should stop it.

It hurts. It hurts a lot.

I don’t know what to say, something that can come out of my mouth that isn’t poison.

Everything I say is poison. Everything in my head is poison. Am I stubborn or incapable? I do not know.

It hurts. I’m sorry.

I know, like I always do. Poison seems to flow in my veins. How do I stop it? Being sensitive hurts myself, being insensitive hurts others..

Right now I lay in bed without an idea of what to do with my life. Once again I struggle with myself. I have too many things to think about that I’m about to break.


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